You Are The BEST!

dear, 

Just got something to share, being me is really make me sick! really! time as it flies - causing me to feel lost & alone. I kept thinking what others might think about my appearance & personality which make me realized that I am a total ugly human .. what is it like to be a beauty homosapien? cute and attractive.. Thus many mankind give u the best treatment as they could. Like seriously! I hate when people judge me based on many appearance more than what my abilities are. Those kinda heartbreaking moment really push my limits. Sometimes I feel like wanted to let it loose by killing all of them! 

But there's a time when ur heart tells u not to give up on their bad-mouthed words. Because u just need to bare in mind, if u kept thinking of being inferior in whatever situations, how on earth people will start to believe in u? U really wish they could give u the best treatment they can? without u showing to them what u capable of? 

So my mindset was simple - Just go on with life, give actualization to urself & bare in mind the good side of people talks about u :D 

Into New World!

my world is really changing rite now, like u know the biggest change that i never tot will happen. I enter the 'unsung' job - Occupational Therapy :D why is it to me OT is unsung job? becoz whenever, where-ever u say my job is an O.T or I study O.T.. people was like 'what's it that'? it sound like u take 'overtime' way too seriously - no kidding.. u really need to conduct a talk show on occupational therapy --'' 

what is OT?

fahamkan sikit-sikit? haha here in kolej sains kesihatan bersekutu johor bahru (ksksjb) where i study this thing. this job is totes relax & require u to perform with all ur empathy feeling towards the disables & unlucky ones.. strictly does! 

talking about living here, its was not that great - really not, people haha why? the facilities are sure will give u hard feelings. the flow of water that u need to use are damn slow (downstairs i heard ok/tip-top) the lifts are not working like ever! so students here really need to climb 7th floor by stairs, break a leg! yeah -.- our outing time shorten from all days except thursday to only wednesday (5pm - 9pm) & saturday (7am - 10pm) seriously! wtf is that??

Allowances

the best thing if u got into this kind of government training center, its worth the crap! syukur!

sayang la .. sgt --

plus i got new friends here, best things ever does to u when u get into new place :D (next post maybe) .. 

++ share with me any interesting stories & sure hit back . gudby for now :]

I missed the bus !

Got clinical practice at Hospital Selayang & how I end-up not being in my clinical practice? My sleeping hormone generated late at 3.00am and I tort of taking a real short nap .. tadah! Its almost 8.00 am in the morning and Im done! Quickly I dial the clinical ins. and making up story of being late & yes with the sequential line . sobs sobs ..

 

Then this lucky-kind of brain start to collect a lot of unmotivated thoughts, "im quit nursing" which the I googled on why do people choose to be a nurse ? why ?

1st video :

2nd video : 

A heartbreaking yet motivational video !

 

 

....... so I turned up being a fu**ing silent

p/s: E.L safely sent !

SOMS Family

Meet my soms , they are friends also a family .. Life is not just about studying & realising how bad you are in your study [just kidding] Its also about bringing people around you to your world ..

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